why is this here?

I have been online since June 1994. That is longer than most. I’ve had a few sites along the way. Blogged before blogging was a thing. Started with notepad and a keyboard <html> </html> and everything in between.

And so here I am attempting to gather all the bits of my digital history into one browsable location. After that? Maybe my family tree and history, stories, pictures. Who knows how far I might go.

Now I’m currently 53. And I like to ramble, always have. This gives me my own little corner of the web upon which to write about the most mundane of things.

I view it as an electronic diary that I’m chosing to share bits of with the world.

The oldest post I identified as yet is January 2002, though there are a couple “about us” pages I was able to date back into 2001 (Thanks Internet Archive!)

Wander around – reach out to me via the social media links if you don’t have my phone or email. Thanks for visiting.


  • A Ridiculous Project!

    How deep can the rabbit hole go of documenting my existence? I have my pictures. My mother’s pictures. My grandmother’s pictures. Blog posts back to 1972 – recreated writing sources! It’s funny though, some of my writing is long gone to the ether. That might be for the best, as some of that was more…

  • Typing Into the Void

    Screaming into the void would have been a much better seo title choice but based on my internet choices and page views over the last 30 years I’ve never been doing this for the views. So what am I doing here? Well, I had two domains from 2005 to 2008 where I posted pretty steadily.…

  • February 8, 2023 – It Was a Good Run

    After almost seven years of living with his diagnosis, M is gone. I thought we were ready. We weren’t.

  • October 29, 2022 – The Word Hospice Carries a Lot of Baggage.

    Because hospice comes with so much baggage I struggled with how to discuss it with M. Then I was lucky in that Dr. M had the new doctor in the clinic suggest it. I’m pretty sure Dr. M was motivated by never wanting to have to deal with M again, but however we got here,…

  • September 29, 2022 – Amazingly, We’re Still Out Here

    Just in case there’s a single soul out there wondering – M is still plodding along! Amost six an a half years. He didn’t have his last CT scan that was supposed to happen in October 2021. Dr. M retired before it was supposed to happen. Then, the doctor’s office screwed up the insurance authorization.…

  • March 14, 2021 – Just Out Here, in Isolation

    Next Saturday, Shot #2 The Saturday after that? Lowe’s, in a mask. M has been a model in lockdown. Then, during the week after that he has a CT scan & Dr K. We’re almost at five full years!